this is the real post that i shd post on this day.

o1o2o7-o1o2o9.
2 years had past. we waited for a long time for this day to come.
but now it's over.

i kept disturbing her during sec 1
and had a crushed on her.
i tried to ask her for stead but i got rejected. haha.
so i waited and keep on disturbing her till we were in sec 2.

on february 1st, 2007.
around 8pm, she was hinting me that i can be her bf.
and i said to her straightforward that i wanna be her bf and she thought i was joking.
but i wasn't luhh(:
and that was the starting of our relationship.

during the first month,
her friend, amelia, called me to send yuqing home.
because she's afraid that she'll get kidnapped by banglas.
she's so adorable.
she bought bleach for her culottes.
i took it from her and when she wanted it back,
i held my hand out and hold her hand instead.
we kept quiet for the whole journey and that was the first time i held her hands.

i kissed her on the cheek and she pushed me away.(2nd month)
our first quarrel due to jealousy.(2nd month)
we had our first date at lot 1.(4th month)
for more info, go to the past posts.
haha.

it's been great being with her and i was never alone.
till... nov 15th.
she went to the beijing school trip.
the night before the flight, i stayed awake with ron at airport.
saying my last goodbye to her,
and in fact it was the last time she'll be my gf.

i've waited a week for her to come back,
complaining to ron that i missed her alot every single day.
kept asking myself how is she doing thr.
and i even thought that she's gonna leave me for another guy after the trip.
i even bought her something and planned to give her when she came back.
i plucked out dandelions for us to blow but ended up me blowing it alone.

my thought was true and when she was back from her trip,
she's not the same person and that other guys like her.
i guess she deserves someone better than me.
i know that i shd move on and forget her.
but it's hard for me......
1 yr 9 months.