i know that this might be a bad thing.
but i really don't know what to do.
i'm sorry to disappoint someone.
but it's really hard to forget when it had been a year.
and i'm still waiting to be 18 and be like you.
to find someone at a later age or just stick to someone till who-knows-when.
i'll still be contacting you as a brother or at least a friend.
I'm Sorry.

PS: since.... when?