memories...
we met in the year2002.
we were in the same class in the year 2003-2005
i was looking at her when she wasnt looking.
it started when i was in pri 5.
i noticed how gorgeous she look.
she always play with my bestfriend which is khairizal.
one day, khai said to me that he liked her.
then i gave up on her slowly...
day by day...
in 2005 we graduated from primary school.
i had 173 for my aggregate while she had 172
i get canberra sec for my secondary school while she get admiralty sec.
then after that we never met each other again for quite a long time till...
we saw each other at religious class.
i was glad that she went on the same day as me
but bummer we're not in the same class
day by day past...
its the sixth month since we were in religious class and in secondary school.
we chatted on msn.
and i confessed to her that i once like-like her.
and she said the same too..
i never thought that she would like me but she did.
at that time she liked a guy in sec three.
and i liked a girl in my religious class.
so i started to gave up on the religious girl...
and i thought it was too late but...
then... i confessed to her that i still like-like her.
she asked me to wait for a few days.
and i waited...
on the 18th of June 2006.
she accepted me..
it was fun to have her in my arms.
we decided to go for a date.
the first date was 07th September 2006.
we didnt talk much.
i was nervous everytime i met her
we looked at each others eyes.
it was great.
then we had our second date in 09th of september 2006.
we hold hands.took pictures.neoprint.
afterthat i send her home.
we took a long way to her house.
and more and more looking in the eyes.
my life was perfect back then.
after 3 months of relationship.
she started trying to get away from me.
it was the 24th of september 2006 i started noticing it.
i begged her not to break up with me.
so she didnt break up with me...YET.
i started noticing that i was forcing her to like me.
and i let her go.
it was 06th october 2006.
tears fell.alot.
it was two months since the break up now...
we are best friends.
i love her.
bet she's not home yet.she's at malaysia.
i went out with her sis and tried not to miss her.
it was funny that people thought that i was trying to get her sis through her.
gosh. i dont ever wished to do that.
so i thought i would buy her a 'I MISS YOU' gift.
but nahh... i cant find anything...anything at all.
i still kept all the pics that we took on our second date
im still having dreams/nightmares about her whenever i missed her...even now.
well there goes the story bout lil bacen and me...
hehe.sigh...